Just can't sleep
It's 4am now, and I have not been able to fall asleep for the last 1 hour!!!! Gave up trying to sleep, and am now moving around the house like a zombie doing housework. I wonder whether 3rd trimester has officially started.... I remember these sleepness nights during my first pregnancy. Worse of all, it always happen during the weekdays!!!!
This time round, I tried crawling into Rachel's bed, thinking that maybe her presence can induce some sleep....it did not work....sigh....
A lot of things are in my mind now, to be processed...answers seem to be nowhere near my brains now....
What am I worrying about....Our current financial state, whether we can afford for me to work or not to work....to sustain our current lifestyle... whether or not, if I do decide to work, I will have the "heart" to leave my 2nd one with a nanny.... whether or not, I can breastfeed exclusively for him.... whether or not, Rachel will get along fine with him.... etc etc etc...
With all these worries....I guess third trimester has officially started?! Hubby thinks all my worries are uncalled for....but I just can't help it. Hopefully no white hair is gonna sprout from this!!!!!
This time round, I tried crawling into Rachel's bed, thinking that maybe her presence can induce some sleep....it did not work....sigh....
A lot of things are in my mind now, to be processed...answers seem to be nowhere near my brains now....
What am I worrying about....Our current financial state, whether we can afford for me to work or not to work....to sustain our current lifestyle... whether or not, if I do decide to work, I will have the "heart" to leave my 2nd one with a nanny.... whether or not, I can breastfeed exclusively for him.... whether or not, Rachel will get along fine with him.... etc etc etc...
With all these worries....I guess third trimester has officially started?! Hubby thinks all my worries are uncalled for....but I just can't help it. Hopefully no white hair is gonna sprout from this!!!!!
Labels: Life
posted by rach-mommy at 8:56 pm
4 Comments:
yes.. we worry. but life is not perfect, we just hope for the best :-)
I don't think some tv will do that much damage, right?? At least this is what I tell myself!
But I do notice that when the tv is on, it is much harder to get her attention
Hope this gets better soon :-(
I know it's hard not to worry.
I'm also thinking of going into a Flexible work arrangement after the end of maternity leave. Probably will work 75%....
btw, when are you due? Just curious because I'm due 1/27 and have a couple of friend due around that time as well..
Hahaha... sounds like what i went thru. The sleepless nites. U worry too much lah, so even harder to fall asleep. I think older sibling being girl will get along easier with a new baby. Stop worrying, try counting sheep.
Working Mom:
yah, it's difficult not to worry, especially when you don't want to put all burden on hubby, rite? Also, we always wanna give the best to the kids.
And as for TV....i dun think i can stop using TV as a good babysitter. but will try???!!!! no promises:)
Mommy:
he, he....i tried counting sheep. does not help. i am now "drifting" at work....hope my boss won't notice!!!!!
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